the answers are really quite simple.

im 20.
but im still an immature child sometimes
i still giggle at farts and laugh at the word butthole and play silly pranks on people.
and thats okay with me.

sometimes i like to feel like im so mature
sometimes i want people to feel like im so mature
but the fact of the matter is mostly im not a lot

and mostly, i think im proud of that.
if i can stay blissful and joyful like a child
and have tea parties in backyards
and hang upside down from swingsets
and build sandcastles at the beach
and play dress up in front of the mirror
and climb trees
and laugh at the occassional toot,
then i think im doing alright.

i think sometimes the answer to our problems is to take ourselves a lot less seriously.

and if that doesnt work...go buy a slip and slide, some lemonade, some G. Love, and a baby pool and throw a party in your backyard.